There is always an excuse not to.
For example I am going away in 2 weeks on holiday. plus it will help break my routine.
but I was thinking if I stopped tomorrow I should be alright by the time I go away. I feel ****ty anyway so to feel even more ****ty for a few weeks will be fine.
I am not going to waste anymore attempts with patches/cutting down/vaping etc.
I just got to stop. It might not be as bad as I think it will be.