:Fashwimb:
I'll be 35 next week.
Joining this job early last year has had plenty of drama of not knowing what would happen. I am still here though very much at the bottom of the ladder. I have learned a lot and made a good impression. but being at the bottom and being nearly 35 I do wonder if I should give up any aspirations of doing something better. I have put in a good effort and still do so but it's going to take a long time to progress. Still going to be in the same position by 40.
I made plenty of errors in the past by jacking jobs in for more money elsewhere, Where if I had stayed perhaps things would have got better. But I am usually viewed as the dependable won and overlooked.
I actually dislike 'career' 'ladder' all this nonsense. I want the money. I live in London that's just how my life turned out. I've looked elsewhere in the country and I will not be able to find any similar paying jobs. And unfortuantely I do not have a vast variety of skills to get in somewhere else. I only know useless info about the tube and play the guitar badly.
“Other clubs never came into my thoughts once I knew Arsenal wanted to sign me.”
that's what I've been doing this time.
It's weird although I am at the bottom of the team I report directly to the top bosses. Like this awards thing I went on friday I have no business being there really. But they invited me to go. I take this as a good sign.
I am actually working like I used to when I was motivated.
Which of us isn't with you and Bruce in this matter, f?
"I've done my best to live the right way
I get up every morning and go to work each day
But your eyes go blind and your blood runs cold
Sometimes I feel so weak I just want to explode
Explode and tear this whole town apart
Take a knife and cut this pain from my heart
Find somebody itching for something to start"
Do you believe in the promised land?
Consider what you have, rather than what you haven't. You have a home, a wonderful wife, guitars, you follow the finest football club on earth, you live in the world's greatest city... if you can fight to improve any of those areas, then go ahead and do so, but you should take the time to appreciate what you have.
I thought this was going to be about Wenger