that I must be the sort of freak who likes snuff movies? What the f**k are you dribbling about?
consistency on the issue, though I won't be the only one suspicious about whether you are telling the truth.
I'm just quite interested to see where your boundaries lie
a human being being killed on camera.
Catastrophic events - if big enough - one tends to see on the news anyway, but not in such a way that you can see the look on someone's face as they die, ffs.
experience life’s full gamut of emotions.
something as intimate as another human being's death to pass the time.
You do have a therapist, I take it? Please tell me there is a mental health professional watching you.